My Cry

Miles run faster than time, crushing hearts

Starts and ends shall remain frozen dwarfs

Gloomy spills of grief could never transform

Can never be read to make your heart so warm

I know, I have lost, once and forever, the charm

Setting back my journey into the old wild storm

Leading fate to my grave, to end up the misery

Got over the clutch pain had, on a never ending spree

On my tombstone, at least, you shall read

My love was never secondary to the lead

To express I failed through action or deed

But, shall remain forever through those mind’s seed!

Stormed Through

Stormed through the window, gushed your thought

Handling the ram that ran on to me, I could have sought -

Strength in the heart, power in the mind, all to, but

Not by myself, told my heart, to dismiss my mind to rebut:

“I need her”, it fumbled and stumbled and crumbled,

“You don’t have her near”, my mind mumbled;

“Not now, but soon” said the center

“May be”, said the head, like a mentor,

It laughed, at the meek heart, incessantly,

“You will lose, don’t you know? Why lie?”

“Love, this is. Love is all. I smile, hearing her name”

“I shall never learn” heart said “I shall never tame”

How Great are you!

How great are you! Oh Words! How great are you!

Ruling us all over with twists and turns of a few

Don’t you know, we cry from within when u play?

Are we not the rulers being ruled by you to stay?

Deliverance could get to the mouths of all,

Stung by your evil, devilish spell, we all fall;

Have we not sought your help in need?

Have we not stepped onto you all time, indeed?

Compassion shall endure our pain,

Oh! Even this can be twisted by your stain!

Remember! We are the masters and lest our hearts say,

Until then, the crown is yours, for this is your day!

Demon of one's self

Crawled through the spine to look over your shoulders,

The devilish smile caught my gaze and I stood there,

“Get off her”, I cried, my eyes were wet, feeling smolders,

I knew, by chances taking a toll, now I fear,

Evil were the suspicions, feasting on my happiness,

A moment, I crumbled, for I knew I was not wrong

Told my heart, “Things will change, this is love at ravenous,

You need time, for acts to talk, just stay strong”

I smiled and smirked at the demon that took away our soulful day,

For, I know, I was the one who called upon him to stage him

Now I know, her intentions were that of my mother, I say

Our love will, with merry and joy, sing some hymn!

Delusions of Ego

Saw through the heart, my soul frozen and cold,

Till the moment I bore ego with it, grabbed it to hold,

Love is delicate; it is fragile; it will crumble - I was once told,

Ignoring words were the best my mind could do, presumed to be bold,

Age and Ego has the last two thirds of the words in common,

With age, ego grows for the inner demon to summon,

Grown am I, so is ego that peeps out too often;

Those days of friendship and love, they are all fallen,

Fear of what am I after days of life rolls out kills,

Lost were the days where smile was all our daffodils,

Shan’t I conquer my soul to put my ego in spills?

Smile and Joy shall regime my heart with their fills!

Where is my soul!

Pleasing soul with an enchanted smile,

Wanting to love and craving to be loved,

Craving for her words, missing her style

Jealous men off my love, cupid to laud

These were my illusions of myself – until

“My words no more liked by you, no more,

Love me like you did – to my will

Crying here, dying here,  for the love I bore”

Shattered was I, my pride broke,

“Am I cruel? Have not I loved her?

Her voice – my potion for love” I choke,

“What can I do? What am I?” I confer  

Baffled mind couldn’t forget her cry

Her voice that shook him – how sweet it used to be

To know he’s the reason for her cry,

To see his death, he will be in glee!

Oh! Here She Is!

Glimpse of flair lit the room aloof

Sent me a cool breeze to steal my gaze off the roof

She stood there, with red lips and daunting smile

Lips moved, “was it in a deafening style?”

I heard nothing she said, but knew

People told, we feel this with a few

“Oh, wait!” said the mind with a cunning laugh

“You think you’ll have her?” said Devil’s staff;

“Having is not all I need” I told him, my chin downed,

“Having her around is enough” my eyes frowned

She will, for ever be merry, I know, as always

Or, I will make a way for her joy, in all ways!

She bid farewell! Oh, here she is, now, may be

I kissed her forehead with all the love the world can ever see!