Greatest Fear!!

Greatest Fear!!

Oh! This struck me again! Why would it bother me so much?

Frightened pupils narrowed slowly, pounding heart in its clutch,

Sweat rolling down to freedom, breath bulging out to blast,

Random thoughts haunting; salvation to come fast -

Is it death that I fear? I knew it was to come,

May be that is ultimatum to some,

Is it pain that I fear? I know it will vanish,

May be pain was just life in anguish,

Is it failure that I fear? Oh! We face that every day,

May be success fears failure, not me, I say,

Is it loneliness that I fear? No, I was born alone,

It brightens my soul to set my life atone

Is it memories that I fear? Why so I run away from it?

It brings me down to where I am waiting to lit,

Memories it is, haunting my soul beneath,

Memories it is, love left it as bequeath.

SHE....

SHE....

Elegance drifting down to shear compassion;

Colliding with proliferated succor fashion,

Smiling broad to entangle the mist,

Veiling the human demonian to persist,

Tradition, dawning the shadows of belligerence,

Spooning the mighty coronation of inference,

Lending hands to lift those needy,

Gently lifting them to solemn freely,

Greets by gesture; speaks by act,

Golden persona bowing to attract,

Glowing convoy to an adventurous valley,

Gamble between truth and its ally.

Promises we made

Promises WE made!!!

Bells and gongs chime in glory,
Speaking of the promises in my story,
On a wavy chill sandy floor,
You said, with the love you wore,

"My love! Love is all I have, to give,
For, love is all that is needed to live,
Time shall pass, imprinting on the pages,
Leaving our love, impassable through the ages"

With tears of joy and blissful smile,
Crimson blood gushing in its own style,
Sparkling eyes and murmuring lips,
I whispered the words of my own scripts,

"Dear! Oh dear! I am with you,
Its just a mile and a few,
To you I swear, forever, I abide,
To the love of my beloved bride"

Six years passed and now, promises shattered;
Hopes crumbled,  when it was all that mattered,
Words were words that dissolved
With hatred, which was all that evolved,

Breath taken out of a child,
Or, a lady lost in the wild,
A king deprived of his glory, 

Are no near the cry of my story!

Into the woods

Into the Woods...

Into the woods I go, wandering all along,
Why was I there, after all?
It was all, off the sudden fall,
That moment in life, everything went wrong,

Words of the spectators, swinging all through,
Creating havoc and comfort on a misty lane,
I walk through the woods, thoughts drain,
Veiling the tired body and torn shoe,

Moon smiles, so does death and grave,
Or, am I dead, the moment I let loose?
There was only one option and all I had to choose,
Lost in the woods, waiting for her to save.

The Very Next Day....

There was a day when I woke up alone,
Feeling the warmth of solitude and being blown;
Yeah! We were together until yesterday,
And Upto my life became full of you in its cache;

Memoirs around, whirling all which surrounds;
Trembling on the ground, all is to be found;
A hand stretching to me, oh! Is it to save?
No! It's too late to crave by this knave;

Willing to be behearted, fumbling to be deserted;
Dying to be spurted, hoping to be reasserted ;
Went down the lane with utter silence;
Knowing my days have gone to a defiant!

Deep passions drifting away from the thought;
A sorrowful song and all I ever sought;
The words spoken and acts done, perish;
As the grief and misery cherish;

Still, there is no despair of what was in store;
Because, I know I have to face much more;
Through the pupils of the sobbing eyes;
All I could utter are a few expressions of chastise.